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| Singing her victory song on a snowy day in the Black Forest after her 19th crow |
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| Oops. |
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| I gave Kaya a snack while we waited. |
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| These are Nilgänse. They're an invasive species and don't belong here. |
A blog written by an American expat who has moved permanently to Germany - about life in Germany, the differences between the U.S. Midwest and southern Germany, the German language, international travel, and whatever else is on my mind.
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| Singing her victory song on a snowy day in the Black Forest after her 19th crow |
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| Oops. |
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| I gave Kaya a snack while we waited. |
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| These are Nilgänse. They're an invasive species and don't belong here. |
I‘ve been spending all my time with Kaya and therefore neglecting my blog and my household duties! It’s astonishing how much time one can devote to a raptor, though we spend more time interacting with her than we’d need to.
We’ve
recently hit another milestone. On Dreikönigstag, the last holiday of
the Christmas season, M and I went crow hawking with Kaya alone – that is,
without a more experienced falconer with us – and Kaya got her 15th
crow! The three of us have been out alone before, but we were never successful.
Returning home without quarry isn’t all that unusual and happens even when we
do go hawking with experienced falconers. The odds are in the crows’ favor most
of the time.
This Revier
is about a 20-minute drive from home and where we have been invited to hunt
deer and wild boar as well. We have sat frequently in Hochsitze and have
had sightings of deer, but we have as yet had no good chance to shoot and
therefore no hunting success. The Jagdpächter (hunter-tenants) allow us
to go crow hawking there as well.
There is a Biogasanlage and farm in the Revier and we have often seen a murder of crows hanging
around near there. I’ve missed several great opportunities by not being ready,
so the other day I was prepared before I was sure there were crows on that
field. On the far side of the building we all saw four or five crows on the
field at a perfect distance for Kaya, and all but one took off too soon. I
launched Kaya because the last one stayed on the ground nonplussed by her
fleeing friends, Kaya flew up above and came crashing down on the confused crow
and held on while they both screamed at each other. I ran over to them, “took
care of” the crow*, praised Kaya for her good work, secured her to my glove and
M snapped a quick photo.
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| Kaya's manteling over her prize to prevent me from stealing some noms for myself. |
Our next
step is to entice Kaya off the deceased crow using smaller bits of meat she
likes – that day I’d thawed a Wachtel (quail) and portioned it to be ready. She was quite
happy with the quail but had a Beutekrampf (the talons of one foot were
cramp-locked on the crow) and even though she wasn’t interested in it anymore,
she couldn’t release her grip. We tried everything we could think of and had
seen others do, but in the end we just had to wait it out while she munched on
the quail still attached firmly to the crow. 15 minutes after she’d caught the crow,
she finally released it when going after the last tidbits we had left.
We were a
happy trio in the end, because M and I felt we’d finally accomplished this on
our own, and Kaya was stuffed with quail.
By now Kaya is up to 16 crows, which is quite good for a young bird only 8 1/2 months old! But lately it's so windy with strong gusts that we're forced to take some days off. Crow season ends on February 15th, so hopefully the weather will cooperate again soon.
Here’s to
more hawking adventures!
On our first crow hawking trip of the year Kaya and I faced something we don’t ever want to have happen again! Anyone who goes hunting or indeed, simply has an animal – working or not – knows accidents and injuries are always a possibility. But when the reality hits nothing can prepare you for it.
We were out with my mentor (B) and her Harris hawk, Hekate, in a new Revier. At one point I launched Kaya at some crows that were sitting well on a field about 20 meters from the road. The crows scurried off and Kaya gave chase even though once the crows take to flight their odds of escaping are better than Kaya’s odds of catching one. As I was getting a tidbit out to call her back, B shouted, “She’s caught in the fence! Run to her!” I took off across the muddy field as fast as I could, running the 60 meters or so to where Kaya was screaming. She looked at me and I swear somehow knew I was going to help her. She didn’t panic more, at any rate, and thank goodness. She was indeed stuck in the fence somehow, and I couldn’t tell right away how or if the fence were barbed wire (it was not). I could see that her head was stuck. I threw off my leather falconer’s glove, talked calmly to her, and felt for where the fence wire was that must be trapping her. It seemed her neck was stuck between the straight top wire and the chain link below it, so I held the top wire and pulled gently on the mesh. That allowed her to get her head out, and she reached out immediately for me, grabbing my ungloved left arm tightly in her talons.
I lowered
her to the ground and kept talking gently to her, stroking her and looking and feeling for blood or signs of any wounds. I saw and felt no signs of either, but she was
still hanging onto my arm and screaming. Sharp as her talons are, I didn’t mind.
B had reached us by then, and eventually Kaya calmed down enough to let go of
my arm. I put my glove back on, got her up, and we trudged back across the
field to our car.
Kaya seemed
ok, but before we headed off again we flew her between us twice to see if she
were willing and if anything looked askew. She flew as usual, and we determined
everything was fine.
Neither of
us had seen that fence in the distance, but even if we had known it was there,
I would have set her at those crows. The fence was at least 60 meters away,
and usually Kaya breaks off her chase before then. There are all kinds of
potential dangers Kaya could face: a car or truck when we’re close to a road, a
Habicht (goshawk) when we’re close to a forest, dogs - especially the
unleashed ones, and manmade hazards like fences, wires, electrical lines and so
on.
It is our job as falconers to look out for these and other dangers and not let our bird go when it’s not safe. When Kaya takes off, she only sees her quarry, not potential dangers. I was reminded that day of how fragile her life is and how quickly things can turn south. We were lucky.
Hawking can be dangerous, but the
safe alternative – not hawking and staying where there are no dangers – would not be in
her best interest. She is a raptor and it is in her nature to hunt. If she
could choose, I don’t think she’d prefer to stay in her mews. That's safe, but pretty boring. Her body language while hawking tells me that she really wants
to do this. When she sees a crow, I can hardly hold her back to wait for the right moment. She wants to GO!
But if she had
her druthers, I think she’d happily avoid fences in the future. And that would be fine with me, too!
One thing I've always loved about southwest Germany is that the winters are SO much milder than what one endures in Wisconsin. The temps aren't as low, the windchill not as threatening and the snowfall usually a joke compared to what one has in WI. We've gone entire winter seasons here only having to use our shovel a handful of times. Other times a broom is sufficient. Yes, we've had some significant snowstorms as well, but at least the streets get cleared well (so one doesn't have to drive on a sheet of ice for 2 months, unlike in WI) and the snow doesn't last long.
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| My snowbird. Or maybe snowhawk? |
I didn't pay much attention to nighttime temps because I've been snug under my Federbett with the window tilted open all winter long.
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| Kayas first snow: I feel like she's screaming, "WTF?!?!" |
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| This is my "I hate winter" face. She's looking for crows. |
Recently I learned that there would be a Stolperstein laid in a town not far from us, and I knew I wanted to be there. And by being present I met some wonderful people.
I have told
many friends, family and students about the Stolpersteine project and the
people memorialized through it. Stolpersteine are always a part of the
tours I give in Esslingen, Tübingen, Ulm and Berlin.
First let
me tell you a little about the project:
Michael
Friedrichs-Friedländer is the sculptor who creates each Stolperstein by hand in his studio in Berlin-Pankow. Each letter
and each date is pressed into the plague individually. Mass or machine
production is out of the question.
Gunter
Demnig cites the Talmud saying that "a person is only forgotten when his
or her name is forgotten". The Stolpersteine
in front of the buildings bring back to memory the people who once lived or studied there.
Each “stone” begins with HERE LIVED or HERE LEARNED… One “stone”. One name. One person.
Now to
Hedwig Levi. Her story is not mine to tell, but all the info I can find about
her online is in German and I’d like to tell a little about her in English. Her
story was told at the ceremony while the current owner of the house and her son
placed her Stolperstein. Afterwards the organizers handed out pamphlets
(put together by the Jewish Community in Rexingen) in German and English to
those gathered.
Hedwig was
born in Rexingen (the small town not far from us) on August 7, 1879. She
married Alfred Levi from Rexingen in 1909 and they lived in his parents’ house
in the town, in front of which the Stolperstein was laid on October 30,
2022. Their only child, Irene, was born in 1914. After Alfred died, Irene moved
in with her mother to help her for a few years. Irene became engaged to Helmut
Kahn, who emigrated to the U.S. in 1939. After Kristallnacht in November
1938 Irene moved back in with her mother out of concern for her safety, and at
that time she was preparing for her emigration to the U.S. to join Helmut. From
there she tried to arrange her mother’s immigration but was unsuccessful,
something which plagued Irene the rest of her life.
Hedwig sold
her house in Spring of 1940 as her health was failing, but she was pleased to
learn of Irene and Helmut’s marriage later that year. Hedwig spent time in the
hospital in Horb in January 1941, but after returning home her health had not
improved. Three days after sending her last postcard to her niece in Brussels
and with no prospect for better health or escaping from Germany, Hedwig took
her own life. She is buried in the Jewish cemetery in Rexingen.
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| the house in Rexingen |
Hedwig’s
granddaughter, Hazel K., her two daughters, Alison and Jessica, and son-in-law Brent
had flown in from the U.S., and family members from the Kahn side, now living
in Switzerland, attended as well. Another honored guest was Ursula R., who
still lives just down the street from Hedwig’s house and was the only person
present who had known Hedwig.
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| Hazel's family with Simon and Davorka in the middle and Ursula just behind in the chair |
My intent
was to stay in the background, take in the experience and take some photos, but
I did introduce myself to Hazel and Jessica, thanked them for the touching
remarks they delivered to those gathered, and offered to help translate as the
Americans and the locals chatted with each other.
The current
owner of Hedwig’s house, Davorka P., moved to Germany from Croatia. When she
and her husband were contacted and asked if they would be open to a Stolperstein
for Hedwig being placed in front of their home, they not only welcomed it but
said they would do the cementing of the stone themselves. It was Davorka and
her son, Simon, who did this while the organizers spoke about Hedwig.
I was able
to provide translation help as Davorka answered some questions about her and
her family’s story as well. After doing so, Hazel’s son-in-law invited me to
join their small gathering for lunch in Rexingen’s former Synagogue. I sat with
Hazel’s daughters and we had a lovely chat! Horb’s Bürgermeister was at the
table on one side of us and on the other was a man who said to me, “I think
we’ve met. Aren’t you the one with [tapping his arm] the bird?” LOL We had met
on the Marktplatz two days earlier when Kaya and I had gone for a walk in
town.
Rabbi Brent
and I spoke about why Stolpersteine are not welcomed in every community
and about the very different ways in which Germany and the U.S. face the demons
of their past.
I felt very
honored and grateful to be included in the lunch and pleased to make a
connection with this lovely family.
The artist Gunter
Demnig cites the Talmud as an inspiration for the Stolperstein project
he started, saying that "a person is only forgotten when his or her name
is forgotten". Now Hedwig Levi’s name and story will not be forgotten.